18 July 2019

Kalah Dalam Permainan Sendiri



Entah bila kau nak berhenti
Bagai tak cukup-cukup kami kau caci
Media Sosial kau jadikan tali
Dengan harapan yang membaca membenci kami
Tapi tanpa engkau sedari
Dalam sibuk kau buka aib kami
Yang terbuka aib kau sendiri
Dalam kau sibuk memperlihatkan jahat kami
Yang terserlah hanya kejahilan kau sendiri
Kami yang kau caci memilih berdiam diri
Mungkin kau fikir kau yang kami takuti
Padahal kami kasihan melihat kau umpama bermain dengan api
Tak perlu kami susah persembah kebenaran dan bukti
Kau sendiri yang sukarela menadah diri
Makin lama memakan hari
Semakin terbukti siapa yang tak pandai kawal emosi
Siapa yang punya masalah dengan diri
Siapa yang tak tahu cara mengatasi
Sudahnya kau kalah dalam permainan sendiri
Yang sebenarnya tiada siapa peduli





17 July 2019

Kawan yang Mencurigakan




Tidak aku benci apatah lagi melupakan
Kira wujudnya benci takkan aku melihat kau dari kejauhan
Aku syukur punya kesempatan
Mengenal engkau dalam berkawan
Maaf andai aku melukakan perasaan
Terkadang aku takut dengan kenyataan
Dimana aku melihat kau tidak seperti yang aku bayangkan
Tapi siapalah aku untuk jatuhkan hukuman
Bukan hak aku mengambil alih kerja Tuhan
Disini aku mohon berikan ruang untuk aku hadamkan
Supaya tiada lagi wujud rasa mencurigakan
Aku doakan semoga ukhwah ini berkekalan



15 July 2019

Bermonolog Dengan Sepi



Perasaan itu kabur sekali
Puncanya aku sendiri tak pasti
Merewang-rewang fikiran dan naluri
Entah kenapa payah benar memuaskan diri
Segalanya bagai tak kena hari ini
Tenang umpama tak wujud lagi
Melelap mata payah sekali
Aku hanya ingin tidur lena malam ini
Mengharap hilangnya rasa ini esok pagi

14 July 2019

Diam Tanpa Kata




Sejak dari awalnya
Aku memilih diam tanpa kata
Bukan kerana aku takut akan mereka
Tapi aku takut untuk berbicara
Saat amarah melanda
Mungkin saja tersalur dalam ayat yang sempurna
Bisa mengguris hati dan terngiang di telinga
Setiap baris ucapan akan tersemat di minda
Akan ada perasaan yang membara
Sehingga mampu jadi porak peranda
Maka aku diam seribu bahasa
Kerana aku sentiasa percaya
Sampai satu masa
Saat Tuhan mahu buka rahsia
Segalanya terbongkar dan tertera
Tika itu juga
Takkan ada sesiapa berani bersuara
Kerana tepat terkena depan mata
Moga jadi pengajaran buat mereka
Namun jika masih berdalih dalam kata-kata
Aku doakan mereka mati sahaja.

24 April 2019

Mature and Fake

Salam.

Okay. The different between MATURE and FAKE.

Let say you are now facing the people who you don't like and you knew that they don't like you too. So, what will you do??

Mature
Act normal and just talk to them when we need to, talk nicely but not too close to them like there is nothing happened. There is something happened, showed to them that, yes I'm talking to you, i can tolerate with you, but still i don't like you. So, this conversation not too far. We hate each other remember?? Hahahha

Fake
Act like there is nothing happened, talking nicely sweet, like you have no problem with them. Laughing giggling together, jokes around, end of the day, back stab. Talk bad about others behind them.

Me
I'm kind of the person that when i don't like that people, my face can tell the truth is. You can detect from my face whether i comfortable with the situation or not. But, i have no problem to talk to them if i NEED to. but if there is nothing to talk about, i will NEVER talk to them. I will smile, but you can see the crack smile. I can sit beside them, but you can see i will never sit too closed to them. I can eat with them, but you can see i will eat my meal in silent and stiff face. Its not easy to pretend that you like them, and im not the one who can pretend everything is okay but its actually not. My face don't lie. My act don't lie, my smile don't lie. 

10 December 2018

Bullying Gone Far Way Extreme

Salam.





Bully is not only happen in school anymore. These days, its happen in college, university and out side of school too. Nowadays, its gone far way extreme. Its inhumane, physical & mental abuse, severe injuries and some cases, causing death.

In Malaysia especially, the country i was born. We face the same problem of this bully.

Last year, our country was shocked by a news of 21 years old Malay boy (the blue shirt boy in the image on the top), a student of Malaysian National Defense University died caused by bully. News spread that he was tortured, bound, been beaten, burned with an iron for two days, all because of a laptop, which allegedly stolen by victim. Reported, 80% of his body was covered in bruises and burn marks. Further of the case, 36 students of the University was captured but 19 of them was allegedly committed to the act. 5 of them charged under section 302  of the penal code which carries the mandatory death sentence upon conviction, 1 student charged under 109 the panel code read with section 302 of the penal code which carries the mandatory death sentence upon conviction.

Not only that.

Once again our country was thrown with the news of death. An Indian boy 18 years old died (the white shirt boy in the image on the top), been beaten  by a group of boys, teenagers. He and his friend was attacked, but his friend manage to escaped and called for help. For that case, 4 teenagers has been captured on charge of murder under Section 302 of the penal code which carries the mandatory death sentence upon conviction.

The third case of death.

Two Navy men died. They have been abused by three of their team mate. Based on the post-mortem report, one of the navy men was died due to bleeding of the Lung caused by blunt trauma while another navy men died from lung bleeding and blunt trauma on the soft tissues. Further more on that case, seven navy personnel arrested, five of them charged under Section 302 of the penal code which carries the mandatory death sentence upon conviction.


In the other case,

Six boys Form Two (14 years old) students was bullied by their seniors over a football shoe. This case happened at one of science school in Perak. The case was closed with that 10 senior students, the bully have expelled from the school after found guilty.

Viral.

These day, there is so many viral videos of bullying occurrence. Its every where. Like a virus. Kids nowadays, the eagerness of being more power or to show to others that their unbeatable has grown unmanageable in them. Inhumanity, cruel, brutal behavior without even cross in their minds of the consequences.
         
Morality.

Primary school in Malaysia, we have kind of subject to teach about morality Pendidikan Agama Islam (Islamic Education) for muslim students and for non-muslim students, they have Pendidikan Moral (Moral Education). But then, we still face the same problem repetitively. I believe, parents also have their best played a role to teach a morality at home. No parents wants their child to be a victim of bully or be a bully.

In my opinion, we need to emphasizing that this bad behavior will have a profound effect not only on the victim and the victim's family, but for the bully himself and the bully family as well. We need to assert that there is no-future for the bully if they still retain this kind of bad behavior.

I know we could not control of their mind, but i supposed we could use reverse psychology to re-boot their mind.

Certain of parents, they don't really take this as a serious thing in mind. They always thinking that it is normal for children to behave like a bully and they always think "they nothing but just a child" when they grow up soon, they will change the behavior. But let see, so far, how many percentage of the kids with bully behavior change to someone consider to others feeling?? yes, too bad. So, this is really serious matter to us. Don't raised them to be a bully. But raised them to love others even there is no love in return.




09 August 2018

Bride's Traditional Wedding Outfits

Assalamualaikum.

Today i would like to tell you a story behind the bride's wedding outfits.

actually, we don't have a specific color or material of the outfits. But because the trend is "Classic & Traditional" season in malaysia now, so we both decided to wear a Malay Traditional Outfits on our wedding day.

because we don't have the specific color as i mentioned before, so we went to Jakel Mall and picked a blue color songket which match to both of us skin color.

I have found a good and talented tailor but yet cheapest Kak Fatimah, who stay in Jalan Ipoh. 
To all bride to be, do whatsapp her at 014-967 9693

Seriously, she can do what ever design you wanted and her sew is so neat and tidy. Her price also a very good price.

So back to the main story here.

She took only 2 weeks to finish my wedding outfits with excellent job.

please refer to the video below



want a full look of this outfits??
you have to wait until the day's come !!

well, thank you very much guys for reading my blog.

Salam

08 August 2018

Bride's Wedding Tray (Gift Tray)

Assalamualaikum.

Okay, as i promised yesterday to update about Bride's Wedding Trays (dulang hantaran), so here it is the story goes.

As what i wrote yesterday. All the decorations things i bought it online in Shopee. The shop name RIKA.

I bought 19 wedding trays with size 12" which 7 for groom and 9 for bride.

this is how its looks a like ;


This tray cost me about RM3.50 per pc.

I also bought a poly foam 12" (actually i cut it to 10" because i wrongly bought a size. it supposed to be 10" to fit the tray.


Okay, for the tray cloths, i bought it at Lafleur Ampang. As i mentioned in previous entry.

For bride's tray, i chose a cream color. I wanted it to be cute and sweet.







They said it looks like a cake.

I am satisfied with the simple decoration i have made.

This video is the time before i start the decoration.


This is the video after all the 7pcs trays have done.


Thank you for reading and watching the video. i will update more tomorrow and the following days.

Salam



07 August 2018

Dulang Hantaran Lelaki

Assalamualaikum.

Dear all, today i'm gonna tell you about my Dulang Hantaran.

Me and my fiance, we decided to make our own decoration on our dulang hantaran. Both sides. seriously. 

Below, you can see the photo attached and the video edited for our dulang hantaran DIY. 

I ordered the dulang, foam, certain smalls decorations things from shopee (online shopping website). I have no time to go here and there to find it, so i just click-click and save my time also my energy because i need to use my energy to decor the dulang by myself. 


So, if you are the type of person like me and still don't know where to find. please search in shopee. the shop name is "RIKA" or the ID : kcchia82



You can find all the things you wanted in this shop seriously.
They have sewing equipment, beads, hotfix diamond, lace, thread, bunga telur, dulang, polyfoam, zip, button, 3d flowers, dolly paper, floral tape, candy bag, embroidery equipment, party goodies bag, door gift bag, swarovski, needles, sponge, corsage, velcro, ribbons, krafts equipment and etc.

just click2 pay and yeayyyy, arrived to your door.

But then, for the flowers, i bought it at Lafleur ampang, located at Bandar Baru Ampang, behind Spectrum Ampang.



We decided to make it simple because our theme is "simple and sweet".

So, for groom hantaran we chose to use black and white as a theme color. We found the similar design from pinterest, but we modified to be more simple and classic.

We actually wanna make it looks like cute, classic, old school.









Tadaaaa. it took several hours to finish all 9 dulangs.

I love the video background song, which named as "Aduh Duh Aduh Aduhai" by Kompang AKRAB and has been the intro song for Kisah Tok Kadi (singapore drama) you can go to vidio.com

That's all for today. I will update the Bride Dulang Hantaran made by me tomorrow. stay tune.

Thank you for reading and Salam











06 August 2018

Bride's Application for Marriage Permission

Assalamualaikum.

Since yesterday my entry was about the application for marriage permission on groom's side, so today, i present to you the story of bride's application for marriage permission which we need to go back my hometown located at Langkap, perak.

It took 2 hours for us to reached my hometown. Right after we reach there, we went to Klinik Kesihatan Langkap for my HIV test (mandatory for bride and groom in Malaysia).


Then, we went to my parents house for lunch and Zohor. 

We went to Tok Naib Changkat Jong's house but there is no one. My ayah called him, he said went off to office and will be back on 6pm. So then, we went back home again. waited for 6pm.

The time came, we went to Tok Naib's house again. He waited outside. He greet us. Then, the document submitted. 



This video taken while we on the way to Tok Naib's House.
they both chit chat about the the donation to poor people in our village got 15 people and my future hubby very interested about it. 

Me?? I just sit behind and facebook-ing